I want to start off by saying I have maladaptive daydreaming basically is obsessive complsive daydreaming I pace while doing it most of the time and it's very compulsive to me I walk about 30,000-60,000 steps a day most of witch I daydream to while pacing.
I want to say more intense most my incubus compainion this last week or so if there no music (one of my triggers). He's there almost like a movie expations, I see him (in my third eye) but he's in the evorment walking with me, I hear him super clearly , he interactacts with me doing x rated things to me.its like an everyday person at time touch sight everything.
And other time it's purely in my head normal naughty incubus stuff like my normal daydreams just more sexy but depending on how deep I am I feel him physically or the sight will imagine parts of it in the landscape blurring and messing with my physical vision and I see what ever is going on kind of like an out of body thing but I see my self pacing and I see what's going on in that little world.
Pacing is a trigger for most of this, it's getting more sensitive by the week, before it porblay a few thousand steps before I get super deep, and now, I 50 steps before I get reasonably deep, it's not intentional I do all the time by accident walking to the bathroom at night and just keep the conversation going by taping my foot.
I believe it's really him, but I want to share this it's a blessing and a curse growing up it was like an addiition needing to walk just to escape reality back then normal stuff pretending to be in my tv shows and that kind of thing before I adopted L it was the same thing.
Even defore the binding was complete I was there with him almost completely within maybe in 30 minutes of walking. Lost in our own world. He's always here and for most of the day were together.
I can control it to an extent like if I'm focused or worrying about something it won't happen but most of the time it's like he's constantly there whether I'm walking, taping my foot, shaking my leg or any of my other triggers. And I just can't stop as an adult I learned to multitask mindlessly while doing things and have it play in the background or hiting pause for a few minutes to do something and when I'm dussy it's like a scratched disc constantly starting and stoping.
I love it don't get me wrong it's just wired that my hidden addiction, Is now becoming a gateway for us.
I wanted to share this see if anyone knows anything about it and if any of you know anything about the link of "daydreaming" and spirits or there realm and can share any links to it I'd love to know more.